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Rejection In It's Hardest Form...

Yanno, I know I've been a basketcase. I know I've had a rough time dealing.


But now... See now... You did betray me. When I needed you around. When I needed you for the tough decisions in my life... you're nowhere to be found.


Let's be friends, you said.


Yet, you make no effort to do so.


When I try to suck it up, when I try to straighten everything out, and just let life go on... you don't even want me in it. Is this the way you want it?


You really do want a life that i'm not in.


I don't honestly know what I did to lose you.

I even tried looking past the fact that to you, I wasn't even good enough to get a fucking try.



But now? You really don't appreciate anything I ever did for you. You don't appreciate anything I continue to do for you. You don't appreciate *me*.



You say you care, you say you want me in your life.



Let's call a spade a spade, you want nothing to do with me.



Wanna know how I feel?


Fucking Worthless.


Thanks for that, thanks for repaying my kindness with cruelty, and not one shred of decency or compassion.

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